Rebecca Salomonsson
There is a language we speak when we talk about teaching.
Standards, Flipped Classrooms, Metacognition,
MAP Scores, Growth Mindset, Differentiation,
Learning Targets, Success Criteria, Arts Integration.
That’s what we talk about when we talk about teaching.
So here’s a lesson for the unaware,
A few definitions to help you understand,
All the language, and all the knowledge, we bear.
We talk about classroom management
And consider how to manage when there is
One whose mom kicked her out;
One who struggles with his identity.
One who is not okay and we don’t know why
One who needs a snack because his stomach is empty;
One who doesn’t think she’ll live to see twenty.
Classroom management is seeing the whole
and the individual at once
We talk about Executive Functioning
And wonder how to teach them to
Organize a binder when there is
One whose dad is in jail (or should be)
One whose anxiety kept her up all night
One who cries in the back
Because someone told him he’s a failure
We wonder how to function when
Our own child cried herself to sleep last night
But we still have to teach a lesson on proper document formatting
Double-Spaced, Time New Roman, 12-Point Font
But we know how to do it and do it well because
Executive Functioning is learning to carry on
when so much is pulling us back
We talk about Differentiation
About how different our students are,
their strengths, their struggles
The one whose way of greeting us is, “Hi, favorite teacher!”
The one who’s not in our class anymore,
but always does a drive-by hug in the hall
We talk about the difference
between the emails we send and the emails we want to send,
But never will because we are professionals.
Differentiation is knowing our limitations
and the things we don’t let limit us
We talk about scope and sequence
But we can’t possibly prepare for the scope
of what the year will bring
or the sequence of events that might disrupt our day
For when the one we try to reach slams the door of her heart against us
Or how it will hurt when the one who seeks our guidance all year
Forgets to say goodbye on his last day.
And here’s the last lesson for those who don’t know,
those who sit in their corner of social media and
say we have an agenda of indoctrination,
Or tell us to stop complaining, get back to work, or quit if we’re unhappy,
And how dare we stand on that picket line anyway?
When we talk about teaching we talk about the sleepy eyes
That catch the fire of understanding
We talk about the one who says
“I like Shakespeare now because of you”
We talk about the one who used to be too shy to talk in class,
But who just auditioned for the play
The one who used to be too angry to look us in the eye,
But who now is the one who tells us everything
The one who says we’re the only adult they can talk to
The one who takes pride in his latest reading scores
The ones who keep us coming back to this place,
Who hold us in this profession and in this life,
A life that frustrates and exhausts and exhilarates
We talk about the books we’ll write someday,
the stories we’re collecting, the things we sometimes have to say
“Please don’t lick your desk”
“Maybe don’t glue your fingers together.”
They, these students, this life –
That’s what we talk about when we talk about teaching.

Rebecca Salomonsson is a writer and educator who lives in Connecticut. She has an MA in Genre Fiction from Western Colorado University.

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